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Don't Forsake Me by InAbsentia Don't Forsake Me :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 49 23 Blow You Away by InAbsentia Blow You Away :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 68 19 Safe In My Skin by InAbsentia Safe In My Skin :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 23 14 That Girl by InAbsentia That Girl :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 21 11 This Girl by InAbsentia This Girl :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 24 17 In For the Kill by InAbsentia In For the Kill :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 48 16 Lost to Self by InAbsentia Lost to Self :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 26 9 Blank Faces by InAbsentia Blank Faces :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 7 14 Girl Behind the Curtain by InAbsentia Girl Behind the Curtain :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 30 15 Sunbather by InAbsentia Sunbather :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 16 18 Varda by InAbsentia Varda :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 16 20
For a Day
For a day, they pack up their tired bones and leave the death, the chaos, and the terrible, pressing danger behind them.
She slips feet that only remember practical boots and walking over fresh graves and scorched earth into flirty, carefree sandals, and it is surreal and freeing in the most dislocated way. She wears a pretty sun dress, paints lip gloss on her mouth, and pretends as she packs their picnic that she is a real girl, like she used to be.
He dons comfy Converse, their faded red canvas feeling thin and unprotected around arches, heels and toes that just want to stop running (and don't know how). His jeans are old and worn, like his soul, and his T-shirt hints at muscles that could only be shaped by fighting tooth and nail. It almost hides all the scars.
They climb into his car and tell the long shadows behind them to wait. Wait just 24 hours. They'll be back, then, and can be swallowed whole in darkness more than lack of light once again.
The road rolls out beneath the tires
:iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 12 13
Once Upon a Time by InAbsentia Once Upon a Time :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 5 41
You are a starlit thing, galaxies spinning between your fingers. Solar fires burn bright lamps behind the shades of your eyelids. Your breath exhales, a cosmic wind that crosses your lips to stir the turn of faraway planetary bodies. Constellations reach and connect across your secret-keeping flesh, only hinting at the vast and branching multiverse within.
When you are made tired and quiet and small by little minds broadcasting loud from big mouths, remember that there are unmined worlds beneath the skin of you. When your orbit seems solitary and uncrossing the paths of other great objects, and the infinite spaces around you seem empty, think on the many millions of tiny particles crowding between the things you perceive, for they are in you, of you, and they tie you to all things. All is one, and one is all.
:iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 7 14
Unleashed by InAbsentia Unleashed :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 45 19 Blow Me Down by InAbsentia Blow Me Down :iconinabsentia:InAbsentia 17 11

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  • Listening to: Of Verona - Dark in My Imagination
  • Reading: teeexxtbooooookk
  • Watching: The Iron Giant
  • Playing: WITH KITTENS
  • Eating: party pizza
  • Drinking: pepsi
That's basically what I've got to say for myself. School has just been fucking crazy, as I'm now in three classes and working nights as well. And we've been planning a wedding. BUT. As of yesterday, my baby brother is married (yaaay! and I may have cried a little) so things may now calm down ever so slightly.

I've been wanting to scan and post some new art forever now, and I'm so sorry I've continued to neglect dA, despite my previous journal. Haha, I've been so out of it, my premium membership lapsed and I didn't even notice for a week. Again, I'm still on Tumblr, tumbling away, since I can access that site on the school network, and it take considerably less brainpower to reblog fangirl and funny shit than it does to make a thoughtful comment over here.

Fffff I just want this month to be over so I can semi-chill for a couple weeks before starting this shit up at an even higher throttle in the fall. I only finished my work due tomorrow about an hour ago. And in the morning I get to do an introductory speech with visual aaaiiidds. Yeck. Tiny Batman will be my Exhibit A, I think, because "nerd" is pretty much the bedrock of my foundation.

Anyways. I love you guys, and I'm so sorry; I swear I've not forgotten you all, and I hope you continue to put up with me throughout this fuckery, but I understand if you don't.

Mwah! :blowkiss:


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DevinShadowV Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Bday Absentia
ashigaru Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2016  Professional General Artist
Four years gone now, love. I miss you. :heart: 
I hope no matter where you are, you're having a wonderful birthday today. :cake:
Lynx- Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2016
You haven't been on in forever but Happy Birthday!
AdrenalineRush1996 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2016
Happy birthday.
ashigaru Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2015  Professional General Artist
Happy Birthday. I hope that all is well with you. <3 :cake:
AdrenalineRush1996 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2015
Happy birthday.
crow5by5 Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hello there, remember me by any chance?  :)
Jurodan Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2014
I wish you a belated happy birthday Abbie.
williamfdevault Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Professional Writer
Happiest of birthdays!  :blackrose:
KidNotorious Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014
Still gonna say it here.
Happy Birthday, Abbie!!!
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